uncomprehensible but indispensable

so i'm thinking of divorcing my live journal. Well, perhaps not a divorce (that's a bit extreme..) but, we definitely need to be separated because i just cant find the motivation to write in this thing anymore. just isn't doing anything for me. maybe i'll stop by every now and then if i have something i just HAVE to share with the world, but most likely not. so i hope you guys enjoyed it? alright.

i'm out :)

i dont really like this live journal thing anymore. it was so useful when i needed to be like "ajelfiskbnc aqel kgneljkng what the hell is going onnnn?" but now that everythings cool i dont feel the need to spill in here. and that is a GOOD thing. :)

so homecoming was pretty nice. dinner was really fun, the dance was cool except i pretty much passed out.. and the after party was pretty much out of control but thats alright, good times. and disturbingly i still havent changed my bed sheets after the sex fest. lol, too lazy i suppose. i was pretty impressed.. decided thursday to have an after party and saturday night rolls around and about 35 people cram into my house. way to spread the word, guys. :)
so, a fun time was had.. now we're back to a terribly unexciting month or so of school until we have any kind of break. ahh.

so the weekend at pitt was AMAZING. i had such a wonderful and crazy time. but.. a bit too risky to write about in here, mwahaha :) emmy and i dyed my hair saturday afternoon and i was pretty terrified. it didnt even turn out how i expected it to, but i like it very very much anyways! it was pretty fun seeing like the whole graduated class of mars high at pitt, i guess thats cause its the place to be? i mean i even saw a bunch of people from school there hanging out cause i think we can all agree when i say mars is slowly driving us insane. yep, gotta get out when you can. so we wanna make this a monthly thing, go down and visit with my babies because i love them and MISS them terribly.

enough for now

80s day tomorrow.. oh baby BABY

oh my goooosh. first off.. micheley and i bought $60 worth of junk food for the art kiddies so they better be grateful. everything looked so good that i couldnt help myself- i drank a totally liquid room temp freeze pop and it was damn good. then i went to my lessons and played "im hard to get but not really" haha what the heck is wrong with me?! unfortunately i think tom thought i was directing SOMETHING at him because he called me later that evening to see if i wanted to.. uhh yeah. i guess thats illegal. alrighty then. moving on... i met sam @ the mall, and saw many other people there as well, and ooooh my gosh. OH MY GOSH. the whole outfit situation is off the hook. i cant even explain. i kind of look like its my halloween costume but thats OKAY. and im so glad we found stuff for sam! its funny that we bought our homecoming stuff at hot topic. not where you would typically go for something like that, but hey it works. im really excited now. once i have my outfit for something like this.. i start getting really anxious and giddy. and yeeees i am right now. i should probably chill out. i told my mom about my whole "problem" and she thinks i should start doing yoga? hm. i suppose its worth a try but im a bit skeptical. maybe it will end up working. that would be nice. i just dont see myself doing yoga and actually being into it. i'd most likely topple over and start laughing and just rolling around on the floor which is what i usually find myself doing.

PITT THIS WEEKEND! emily and bryce promise to show me a good time and i have total faith in them, yayyyyy.

so i've spent numerous hours looking for homecoming crap and havent had much luck yet. on my way to the mall today (possibly the worst place ever) i stopped at a red light. and as i looked at the car next to me, i realized the little girl in the car next to me was pretending to shoot me with a power tool that she was holding in her hands. it was freaking weird. but, i just ended up laughing and allowed her to pretend to basically murder me. alriiiight.

so im excited about my austin powers-ish get up. i still need some stuff to make it complete, but trust me i'm gonna pull this one off. :)

i have tons to say, but i dont feel like updating in this thing. eh, maybe some other time.

adios

so i spent the weekend at allegheny with erinn, good times. i was supposed to go to chautauqua but we made a pit stop here and i decided to stay. last night they were playing sisterhood of the traveling pants (okay make fun of me, its a good movie bitches). i ran into like a billion people that i knew too...few from mars, few from penn hills, few from church. and-- alex! i ran into him in the dining hall and then later on as well. kel & i will have to come back up & visit him sometime this fall. so last night we went to the sig house for some kegger full of drunk preppy guys trying to rap along with whatever was playing. yeah, fun. i drank some really good stuff that ended up making us all sick. and p.s.- lots of skanky prep girls too. yuck. so we left and went to the delt house to see the guys tatoos. luckily i know some of the delts, i grew up with one in penn hills, the other stalks erinn back home, etc. etc. when we got back here, i obviously was sleeping with erinn which i thought would work out fabulously bc i forgot mr. cuddles. but YIKES i woke up smothered against the wall with approx a 1 ft wide space to move around. i shouldnt complain though, i somewhat like being squished.. it makes me feel safe, ha. anywho time to watch the steelers kick some major ass. <3333


p.s.- am i the only person who has no idea what shes wearing for homecoming? AHH! less than 2 weeks, hopefully i can pull something off :)

so i came home today feeling like i wanted to crawl in a little box and hide for a long long time. im just sooo emotionally worn out, i cant handle it! ay caramba. HOWEVER, God never closes one door without opening another.. and he diiiid! i guess its more like a door starting to crack open? yes thats it. and its funny too. i kinda wanted him last year as zach and i were just starting to date again, and now here we are...i'm anxious to see what comes of this. its not really what i want, but i know its what i need. definitely need, oh my.

so i went to the game tonight and snarly & i hung out, looking like two totally out of place kids. i enjoyed it, haha.

and poor ryan. his psycho girlfriend finally broke up with him. they've been together since 9th grade (hes 23 now!!) and shes apparently psychotic and he has been putting up with it forever. she ended up totally losing her mind and so shes moving to oregon (go figure?) to start a new life. good, im glad for him. he deserves a totally chill girl who treats him well. i have 100% trust in him, he needs a nice girl cause he'd treat her right!! we tuned my toms today while having heart to hearts like we always do. aw yay.

emo/punk slut band groupies


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suuuuch a good weekend at chautauqua. lots of friends there, lots of new people to meet :), and a great way to get my mind off of everything at home. chautauqua is pretty much a worry-free zone. its almost impossible to be down about something. well, from experience i can say thats not true, BUT it does make everything seem so much better. i saw wedding crashers with bob & ben on sat night, with a bunch of old people who actually found it funny. then a bunch of us chilled at archies like it was still summer. ahhh yes. sunday, hermmmm lets see, bemus bay pops concert, so gooood.i had a sweet/embarassing counter with this really awesome stranger who i wish i could've gotten to know but.. nope. next time perhaps. bobby came over and we watched the concert & fireworks together and then like 3 hours of whose line. maybe im a tease. i think that must be it. or maybe just scared? cause turning down people is a bitch, especially when you've been acting like you want it. oops. :) haha anywho, around 2 he left and i stumbled up into bed and slept for waaay longer than i should've. today was nice and laid back, most of the crowds were gone. i went to amish land, whoo hoo. my mom and i got $30 worth of food. from an amish farm, thats a heeeck of a lot. but dont u worry, us alonso/almasy/hohmann (ridiculous..) gals can pack it in.


so MANY good times with many good friends this weekend :) back to school tomorrow, eh. hopefully i survive. p.s.--- anyone taking the SATs @ PR october 8th!? if you are, i'll love you forevvvverrrr

oh man, today= rockinnnnn. :) ap bio fieldtrip.. we just played in the creek and i actually understood all the tests we were doing. (imagine that!) i had a really really great time though. shink and i went to use the bathroom and the guy at the sewage plant led us into this weird creepy bathroom bigger than my bedroom.. and when i came out, i looked out the window and saw poop boiling in these big tanks. wonderful. THEN tonight we went to the warhol and had a fabulous time. i bought some cool t's that snarly (KARRRRRRLLLL) flipped a coin to decide on. good choices though. the most intense part of the night? thinking my car got stolen from the parking garage. AHH. no worries, after like 10 minutes we found my darling and headed home safely. and i finally got zach to face one of his largest fears: ME. we talked for quite some time, i guess we got somewhere, at least he explained himself much more than he had been which helped me understand much more as well. i still have questions though. not in attempts to change things, but in an attempt to see things the way he does i guess. what a confused boy. oh well i'm okay. so is he. guess thats the important part. so i'll be in chautauqua this weekend, woo. and YAY for other people being there too. archie, russ, bob, and kev should be up so it'll be nice to hang with everyone. (by the way.. as i speak, Reid is officially stalking me online. make it stop. make it STOP!!!!)

anywho.. a wonderful day. stream testing was twenty times more fun than i thought it'd be. i was expecting to be a whiny annoying "i hate outside" girl, but i was the one volunteering to hop back in up to my waist in shit water. go me! and though we got lost on the way to the warhol, i managed to find my way which made me feel oh-so-good about my city navigation skills. ah yes. man i'm on a roll, hopefully things continue to get better from now on. (okay, probably not with my luck. but i can hope!!)

have a fabulous weekend all you e-whores :)

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ahhh

i need some sanity in my life, thanks.

there could be evil e-whores all around us reading our livejournals all the time though i hope not. just a thought.

school is slowly getting better. i still miss everyone terribly. however instead of being replaced with cool people, the people that are left in our school are basically idiotic immature assholes and preppy whores. yuck. and if you're not one of those people, forgive me, i love you :) i just really wish i would've left along with all of my friends instead of sticking it out another year as im treated like crap by those who i never thought could change. as i was driving to oakland yesterday "push it" came on the radio so i immediately dialed up bryce bryce baby and left a rather ridiculous message. merr. i miss pushing it.


anyways, no use being sad. :) im off to get nowhere on my ap bio lab. whoo.

i took this quiz thing from caitlin's LJ and you type in your name and it tells you the name of your boobs.. okay, mine were "love muffins" go figure. muffins, i mean people eat muffins for breakfast. sometimes several.

you probably have some issues if:
- you are terribly starved for attention
- you let it be known you are desperate thinking it will somehow turn people on.

i dont know, just some thoughts. :)

so ap bio has been kinda scary lately, so much crap to remember and try to understand. eeek. and jazz was kinda scary today too.. i hope i can pull it off! everything else has been pretty nice i suppose. so i've started looking for homecoming dresses online but its really hard.. they're all so girly looking. i want something unique but not too feminine or dressy. hmm.. im sure i will stumble upon it somewhere. i think homecoming is somewhat a waste. pictures, dinner and the dance = suck. its basically just the after party thats fun.. so why not skip everything and just head to that? oh well its my senior year, i guess i should give it a try even though im not too excited about the whole thing.

p.s.- im totally car retarted, i've realized. i guess it became more apparent to me as i was getting my oil changed and didnt know how to pop the hood, had to be asked 3 times to turn the car off got made fun of for my plastic dipstick. i love my plastic dipstick. :)

i've been feeling sorta anxious lately. like i know i need to do something but i dont know how or when.. feeling very unsettled. its weird. maybe im just unsettled because im waiting for something to happen to me? could be. i guess we'll just have to wait and see about that one.

so i woke up this morning and took a "run" around chautauqua.. and uhhh i probably went only 1/4 of a mile and died. yeah. i was all like "im gonna run a mile so i can be totally set for gym class! ooo im so cool! what a good idea" and .. ew it was just bad. i try to look like i know what im doing, but it totally doesnt work. eh oh well. i triiiied and thats all that counts :)

we helped erinn move in today on our way back. her room is like... half the size of her bedroom at home, its terrible. of course, playing the role of the younger sister i had to sweat my ass off climbing up and down her bed fixing stuff, doing her laundry... ehhh. and i really was sweating my ass off. thats a new problem for me, (jordan... you can just ignore this because you hear me complain about this everyday anyways) but.. i think i have one of the sweatiest butts ever. no kidding. i know girls arent supposed to sweat (guys, you're retarted for thinking that just to let u know) but man oh MAN...i need that operation where they clog your sweat glands.


mmmm i love my neeky for being there to talk with. and i misssss her oh-so-much. shes getting her texan booty up here over new years so we can party at chautauqua and she can see everyone that she missed this summer. yeeeee


okay well im not too excited about this week at school but i AM excited about this warhol date that hopefully will work out. and then.. chautauqua this weekend! yay i've got lots to look forward to. just gotta make it through this week. wish me luck :)

a friend from penn hills shared this quote with me and it perfectly describes how i feel right now. about my best friends all leaving for college, about the end of another chautauqua summer, and also losing one of my best friends...

as you left and said your goodbyes, you forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.

i love u guuuuys :)

school is slowly getting better? not the same at all, but me and jordan will somehow make it through. one day at a time i shhhpose. as long as the two of us stick together i think we can pull this off. and plus, we will be spending many weekends visiting our college babies during this school year, so thats something to look forward to for sure.

okay so after a crappy first day.. i ended it right. kel and i went to the pirates game and basically just walked around eating the whole time cause i guess its what we do. that is.. until we got cornered by three thugs from northgate. i thought they might be like rapists but they turned out to be nice guys, though stalkers because they wont stop calling us. eeeeeek. i guess they can just tell i'm thug at heart and desperately trying to break out. maybe.

i promise i'm not dwelling, but i must share my dream last night. it made me really really upset. zach made me dress up in these really ugly white shorts and then he threatened to "beat the hell out of me" if i didnt stop being mean and eventually did it. yeah.. i know. :( merrrr, i hate sad dreams like that because u wake up feeling terrible about the situation even though there never was one.

so day 2 of school was better. but.. just a bit.

thank you to all you college babies who called me last night to see how school went. i heart you guys and am so glad you still thought of me

AAAAAND i have fabulous news!!! after 2-3 more appointments i get my braces off.. yayyyyy! i cannot WAIT. i skipped down the road after i left the ortho because i was so happy :)

okay i honestly have nothing better to do with my time. actually i do, but im not in the mood

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Elisabeth Lauren Alonso-Hohmann
Birthday: March 7th
Birthplace: Florida
Eye Color: Blue
Your Heritage: german, hungarian, irish, scottish, polish.
The Shoes You Wore Today: my dirty red flip flops!
Your Weakness: animals and old people
Your Fears: eh they change daily..
Your Perfect Pizza: oh i'm not really allowed to eat pizza.
Thoughts First Waking Up: "moms just kidding. i dont really have to get up."
Your Bedtime: early cause otherwise i'll have seizures, grand...
Your Most Missed Memory: being happyyyy, several different memories of that.
Do you Smoke: Nope, thats gross.
Do you Swear: some days.
Do you Sing: randomly.. and really badly. ha. its fun though.
Have you Been in Love: i thought.
Do you want to go to College: yes!
Do you want to get Married: i dont have to be married, just with my soulmate.
Are you a Health Freak: yes and no, i change my mind about how much i care for my health alot.
Do you play an Instrument: always have
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
Ever been called a Tease: oh geesh yes
Ever been Beaten up: by erinn.. does that count?
Ever Shoplifted: yes!! when i was like 5 or 6!
How do you want to Die: happy, no matter how i die.

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: its not the color, its the sincerity in all seriousness.
Favourite Hair Color: i dont care :)
Short or Long Hair: oh boy.. shaggy hair is good to grab onto, short hair is cute.. i can swing both ways.
Weight: i dont want to be afraid of getting crushed to death, so..
Best Clothing Style: oh gosh...i want a guy with a ridiculously cool and quirky style.

Number of Piercings you have: 6
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i try not to regret anything really.

so it was the first day of school. and.. ew. not fun at all. i wanted to crawl into a box and hide or something-- nobody good is left. well, i lied. there are probably about 10 people i can handle, but the rest of the school is driving me insane. oh well, just ignore them and hopefully they'll ignore me too. i really miss my seniors. alot alot. :( merr, come back home. BUT i guess if im stuck in this hell hole for another year, i've got to make the most of it. i shall try.

so..fassinger wasnt down in her room during lunch so we had to eat in the cafeteria! (gasp!) i sound very pathetic, unhappy and emo about this whole school situation. eh, oh well. last year i thought school was freaking awesome.. everything was absolutely perfect. couldn't have asked for a better year. but this year is a total change. eh, it happens. yeah.

karl apparently had a dream about me, and i store my toys in his grandparents attic. why? because we're cousins! durrr

pirates game tonight, yay.

i think i need to start working @ guitars plus again so i have something to look forward to because school is just not cutting it for me.

p.s.-- if you're really angry that the school isnt funding the art program at all raise your hand. well, dont do that. i cant see you. but-- i totally agree and we barely had enough money when they DID fund us. boo.

aw help me to get through this school year and i'll love you forever.. unless of course, i already do. :)

mmm i woke up and helped mrs. moon move into her room since she's preggers and all. i kind of did a crappy job of covering the bulletin boards with construction paper.. i hope it doesnt look too bad :( mrs tanski came in and talked for approximately a half hour about.. well, i dont really know. but she talked. it was all good though. just.. still dreading going back to school. ewwww.

lammie stopped by today to say goodbye. merrr. i already miss her. the majority of my weekends will be spent visiting lam, the pitt crew, jessie, mike and.. whoever else will take me in. haha. anyways.. good luck to all you guys, i'll miss you.

ending the summer right at kelly's tonight, wooo.